Sometimes it is hard to be strong. I lose the person I'm closest to, that I love, a best friend, and basically the person I trust the most. This is just too much to handle.
I don't think I can trust anyone anymore. "I don't love you anymore". That's easy to say, right? I know you worked hard for that relationship, but I worked harder. I gave my everything, my all. Do you remember the time when you were so afraid to lose me? I thought you'd never leave me.
Maybe I'm just the stupid one that gave you all my heart. Yes, maybe I am.
Or maybe you just like something new. I'm probably like the old Gameboy you used to own, and the new person is like the latest PSP Go! or something. People always get tired of the old stuff. They're useless. Have fun with the "PSP Go!", which I'm sure you're going to get tired of one day. Everything is always nicer and better and perfect when they're new.
Anyways, no use talking about all that now. I'm just a little upset it took you 3 weeks to move on. As if I don't matter to you anymore. That relationship we had was a joke or something. Maybe it was a joke to you, but it means something to me.
Relationship doesn't matter in my life anymore. I am now the most important person in my world, and I'm not going to share that throne with anyone else, ever. You were once sitting in that throne, but now I'm taking over that place. You are De-throned.
yes...it's upset when you knew that the person can move on that fast and you actually still can't let go completely...
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but i think we should think the other way...the person might not be the perfect one in your life.. so we should just move on and find the one that better than the person...or actually more sayang you maybe...
we wouldnt know if the person find the right one...so you dont have to compare yourself with the new one...because it doesn't matter anymore..the matter one is you find the right one...
you have your own life...life still goes on without the person, so just live without regrets..
That person was just one of the characters in your life...not the main one yet...so i believe you will find the main character in your life one day...
Just move and dont live in your memories... Keep them in your library...they are your references...
you should have create a new story from now on...k..
Take good care...
*hugz*
you're right ... I guess when I was writing this I was a little emotional. We shouldn't be unhappy over people that don't love us, we should be happy for the people that do care for us. I found a lot of great friends through this whole process, and one of them is you : ) Thank you for the encouraging words. I hope you're alright as well. You take care too *big big hugs* We'll be alright!!!
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