You're really something. It's gonna be the day I'm gonna remember forever.
Fuck you actually.
It was a fucking, eff-ing, fucked up day I would say.
I guess that describes everything.
I woke up this morning, preparing to go to class. Got out of my house on 8.30am, reach College at 9.11am. This is how fucked up Penang traffic is. Honestly I really don't mind being stuck in a jam. I was quite patient this morning. I drove slowly even though I know I would be late.
Then when I reached Perak Road, a fucking bitch decided to drive in the middle of two lanes, and guess what? The road has already been congested due to a road repairing work being done on the right lane. I was being patient with the bumper to bumper traffic, but this bitch got on my nerves when she squeeze in the middle of the lanes and start driving extremely near me. I started honking her like nobody's business, but just keep squeezing her way till I had to stop at one point or I will fucking scratch her car and I had to get down the car and report police and I had to fucking get to the class late.
She's driving a bigass Honda, and I'm just driving a Proton Wira. Honestly, I don't mind if my car got scratch or something, it's just a milo tin Wira. I'm getting a new car anyways. But I am fucking late for the morning class. I would have fucking crashed and burn her car if I wasn't late for class, and I am fucking serious about doing that. I hope this bitch gets burn in hell. I hope your husband cheat on you with another woman. I hope you "生仔無屁股".
I reached College parked my and called "C", I was too mad to talk properly and actually scream at the phone while complaining to C. Well luckily she didn't blame me (for complaining) and is really understanding.
Then I screamed at "B" while on the carpark. wtf. fhl (f his life). Cause I saw B and started scream "I wanna kill people now" (At least I think that's what I said) fml. I was actually really loud. People must think I'm a serial killer or something.
Finally I reached class and sat myself down. Turn on the PC, go online in eBuddy and IM-ed "A" and complain to her as well. =.= Luckily she replied and calm me down a little. I was still furious though. =.=
Oh, then "B" reached class as well, and I started telling him the story. He wasn't sympathetic at all. =.= He must have think I'm nuts. Well I am. And I am eff-ing furious.
On a lighter note, my whole class went to movie together. Which was kinda nice. We bought two rows in the cinema and watch "Knight & Day" together. I was a romantic/comedy/action movie all in one. Which is a good thing as I've been watching action/thriller movie since God knows when. And I'm tired of it :(
You guys must have thought the first half of the post is the worst thing that happened to me today.
Nope, its not.
Here's the next part of it.
After calming down from the shit that happened this morning. I thought well, today wasn't that bad after all. I went to movies with my classmates and all. But things go downhill from there.
I went back to College for 2pm class. Class finish at 4.30pm and I reached home at 5-ish, no one's home. I shower, clean my room, wash dishes, and make sure everything I use is back in place.
I was relaxing at the living room in front of TV, then my mum came home at around 7pm AND started scolding me. I couldn't find a reason to not be upset about it. Seriously. What did I do wrong?
She was upset that she had to pay 180bucks for a random plumber that looks like a drug addict to fix my toilet's flush handle. I was like wtf? Is it my fault?
Then she started saying, "If you had jot down the number of the plumber you saw on the elevator the other day. I wouldn't have to hire this one and have to pay so much for it."
So is it my fault now? I told her I would be glad to walk out once again to the elevator, find the stupid Plumber's advert, jot down the number and give it to her, if she had told me to do so. She DID NOT say anything the other day. She didn't ask me to go out and jot the number a.s.a.p. She just said, "Ok, I'll have a look when I take the elevator". That's it.
She already called my dad and told him about the price, and my dad says there's nothing we can do about it, just give him the money. It's not like its' 1800 right? For God's sake, give the damn money to him, I would have paid him whatever fucking amount he wants if I was alone at home with a random stranger who claims to be a plumber.
She didn't bother to tell me she had already called the plumber. She text me after the plumber left. I thought she would call the plumber in to fix my toilet when I am around, so if there's anything happen at least I am there. She is just fucking out of her mind.
And then she started complaining that me and my lil' sis can't be independent. I was like "Excuse me? I am an adult. I can eff-ing take care of myself. I don't need you to spoon fed me nor do I need you to fetch me to school anymore! and what does it got to do with the fucking plumber???".
Then she was like, "I wouldn't have come back to Penang in the first place if it weren't for you two". So? You can live your "lavish" life in Switzerland. If you think me and lil' sis is a big burden for you, just leave. I don't need someone who's constantly scolding me or lil' sis without any valid reason. I was left at KL at the age of 11. So what's the difference if you left me at the age of 22?
10 years later and you're still the same old you.
Go live the life you want. If you can find a better life than this, go live it. No one is stopping you, but yourself. You are always saying you're busy. What exactly are you busy about? Do you have a 9 to 5 work? No! Do you have deadlines to meet? No!
I really have no idea what you're busy about, those clothes you need to wash? Those clothes you need to iron? Those clean floors that you need to constantly mop because you think its dirty? Well, no one needs you to do all that. We have a freakin new washing machine. We don't need our clothes ironed to perfection. The floor is perfectly fine. It is not fucking dirty.
She can't stop scolding me. It got to a point where I don't even want to answer or reply to her stupid accusations. I took my laptop and phone and run back to my room and started tearing up. I just don't fucking understand. Why can't my mum be civilized and understanding and not scolding me or my sister everytime she is upset with something that had nothing to do with the both of us.
Anyways, I was chatting with "C" when that happened. I told her I got scold again and complained to her. She managed to calm me down, but I still haven't had my dinner. I was planning to cook myself instant noodles before all that shit happen.
I really don't wanna go out of the room and have to fucking see that face again. I sent out an S.O.S. text to "A", asking her if she's free. She called back and ask me what happened, I just told her I needed dinner. After she realized that I was crying, she said she's on her way to fetch me for dinner.
So yea, thanks to "C", "B" and "A" (or A, B and C, haha!) for making me feel all better again after a really shitty day. I wouldn't made it through alive if I don't have all of you. Thanks guys!
I'm just gonna go to bed later, and just think of today as a bad dream, a nightmare.
Signing off,
milk monster
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