I got a crush on you~

It's been a tiring, nevertheless, amazing day!!

Honestly, I felt like crap when I reached office early in the morning.

I have my "I'm-tired-don't-effing-come-near-me" face on this morning. You guys know why right? I've been repeating this like a broken record, but let's just skip that part.

So I was tired and just slow in doing my work. I came to work, took about 2 calls, and then went to the washroom. I realised that there are people watching me as I walked to the washroom, but I just don't have to mood to even bother to look at them and smile cause I'm super tired. Then I remember that I had to return something over to a friend from another team, cause that friend asked me to try something with my iPhone 4S. I tried it out yesterday and I walked over to him and told him that it works with iPhone 4S and all, and just chatted for a bit. So when I was done talking to that friend, I wanted to walk back to my cubicle. The moment I turn, I got a shock, cause JT was standing right behind me waiting to scare the crap out of me. Then I was screaming "JT! Omg! Early morning scare people d!!" then he just laugh and walked to the washroom, haha!

I went back to my cubicle after that, preparing to take another call, then I saw him walk pass my cubicle, so I said "Early morning scare me!!", then he said "Wake you up mah" ... to which I reply with "Yea it REALLY wake me up, thanks for that, Haha!".

This is really ... crappy .. in a good way lah, I'm not talking about JT scaring me part. I think that sentence that I just typed, don't make sense at all, Haha! What I really meant was, it was good that I have a *sort of* crush on JT (I guess) and it somehow motivates me to go to work every morning, even though I'm super tired from working 6 days a week. I had to work last Sunday and honestly speaking, I was thinking of taking MC on Monday, but I thought to myself, I only have about a week left in this team, I'm just going to grab any chance I get to see JT.

I didn't chat much with JT on IM over the past few days, I think its cause I didn't do anything wrong, so he didn't come searching for me asking for explaination ... -.-

Anyways, he IM-ed me this morning, asking me "Are you okay?" ... I was like ... "Huh? Did I do anything wrong again?". Apparently he thought I was the one coughing non-stop. I was like noooo~ don't say I cough lah, it is seriously hard to recover from coughing. Then he said that he's sick as well. I made a wild guess and ask him if he's having flu. And yes, yours truly is a genius, JT is really having flu. So I was like "If you need some meds, let me know, I have Clarinase ... don't worry I won't poison you, haha!" ... then he said "I paiseh wanna take meds from you lah" then he gave me a shy emoticon, haha!

I am sad to leave the team. Okay lah, more like I'm sad to leave the team cause of JT :P

I guess what I learn over the years is that, nothing is constant. The only constant in life is changes. I'm so glad to have met all this people. These people are seriously awesome. Honestly I don't know how many of them are true friends and all. All I know is, I am being true to them, and at the end of the day, that's all that matters.

There are times when things got out of hands, and did not go as planned, but this is what life is about. You can't plan you want to get married (well technically you can lah, you will need a GF/BF beforehand) or when you wanna get sick, when you wanna die or something like that. If you've been part of my life journey, you would have known that, practically every single thing in my life went wrong.

My parents divorced when I was young, nevertheless we're still a happy family. I had to move around a few times due to that, but it made me independent, strong and are able to adapt to changes. I went to Perth, Australia to further my studies but quickly realised that I don't like what I'm studying, and came back to Penang to continue my studies, of course it wasn't that fun to be studying one semester in a foreign place and realising that this is NOT for me, but I came home and went to KDU and met a bunch of awesome friends that stuck by me through thick and thin.

I believe that all these people are brought into my life for a reason. Every one of them plays a different role in my life, some are there to accompany me when I'm alone, some are there for me when I need help, some just take me for who I am, some just listens to me even though I've been repeating the same thing for hours and hours, some even listen to me crying over the phone, some are there to cheer me up and some are just there so I can have a crush on them, Haha! :P

Anyways, I think I have a date tonight, if you'd excuse me, I'd like to take a nap before going on a date, haha!

Love you guys, I'll be back soon! *gulp* I hope.