Just ... don't

I'm finally in Melbourne. I've looked forward to this trip since ... I don't even remember when. I took an 8 hours flight with a new friend of mine, from Kuala Lumpur to Melbourne and reached at 2am (Melbourne time) wth! It was such a pain the the arse, the Penang to KL flight was delayed by an hour, and same goes to Emirates flight as well. I knew I shouldn't have bought flight tickets from Emirates. I'd rather pay another 400 bucks and reach Melbourne at a decent hour instead of like 2am.

Once I landed, everything seemed to go wrong. At the immigration, I had to go to the "Quarantine" area just cause I declare that I brought along medicine. Well hello??!! I just brought Paracetamol you bugger!

Anyways, after that episode, my friend and I went and bought tickets for SkyBus, and had to wait for about 30 minutes before the gawd damn bus arrives. I felt bad enough that the flight was delayed, luggage collection was a pain in the arse, and then the immigration was just fucked up, now I had to wait 30 mins in the cold for a bus?? Not that I mind, but my ex had to fetch me from the City, and it is 3am by the time I reached the City.

I was being genuinely sorry and felt bad that my ex had to fetch me at 3am in the morning and she had to work the next day. I apologised and thank her, and then I got scolded for doing that. I don't even know why. Seriously. Maybe I should just ignore all my manners when it comes to communicating with my ex. I wasn't even being sarcastic when I apologise or thank her. damn.

Anyways, whatever.

Since I can't rant on Facebook, might as well rant here. I was accused of accusing my ex on Facebook. How awesome, haha! Apparently every status that I posted up on my Facebook are linked to my ex?? Excuse me? Er no, probably about 3 or 4 statuses that I updated for the past 2 months had something to do with my ex.

I'm sorry if people had to ask you the moment I wrote something crazy on my Facebook status. Let them ask, why bother? If you still think that I'm accusing you then good for you. I'm just stating the facts. I don't randomly say things without proof. I saw what I saw. If you want to be angry about it then go ahead, I'm not going to stop you. That is your rights.

Honestly I'm really happy to be back in Melbourne. I really love this place a lot. It feels like home to me, but every single time ... you know what? Forget about it. I'm done ranting about this. It gets repetitive over time. You will always be you.

I'm done being everybody's second choice. Screw you. You walked away, it's your lost. If you really love me you would have done everything in your power to get me back. No one ever really love me, not you, not anybody else.

Anybody who read my blog, please don't go disturb my ex the moment I update some status that you assume is about her. Just don't. My life is already shitty, and I don't need another human scolding me or treating me like a piece of shit. I don't deserve all these treatment. So spare me the tears.