I don't care if everyone of you thinks I'm wrong, or if you think I'm just being a bitch. Think whatever you want. I'm fuckin' pissed and annoyed. I need to let it all out before I go out of control. There's two fuckin things that I'm majorly pissed about.
First off, I had to go on this road trip with this two persons. They wanted to go to Phillip Island, and honestly I don't give a shit about it, cause the only thing to see in Phillip Island are penguins, and they don't wanna see the penguins cause if they want to they'll have to wait till sunset, which is about 7pm Melbourne time.
They didn't really bother with the planning at all, before they came to Melbourne I've already told them we have to plan and make use of every single day that we're here, and they're like "Oh, okay." I told them that we had to rent a car, and ask them to go ask about it, cause it ain't my problem. I'm not the one that wants to go to Phillip Island or anywhere else. I just wanna go to places around the city and maybe reachable by traveling on a tram or trains. Guess what? It took them 3 fucking days to go ask about the car rental information and the shop is just located super near to the place where they are staying.
So I was like whatever, and finally I had to take them there to ask about the car rental stuff. Get it all done, and fast forward to today. We had collected our car, and was planning to head to Phillip Island. My iPhone's GPS refused to work, so we had to depend on the maps they got from the car rental shop. I'm the driver, so obviously I can't drive and look at the map at the same time. So I had to depend on the passenger sitting beside me. Who has the brain of a bird, in my opinion. He can't read the fuckin map to save his own life. He took us back to the same place we started. Yes, we're going round in circle. I got so fuckin frustrated I nearly blew up right there and then, and then he said "If you can't calm down, them maybe we shouldn't go together". Wow, that's fuckin ballsy of him to say that to me. I nearly wanted to just walk out, but I calmed myself down and took the map from him. I just had to drive straight down the road. I don't know why is it so hard for him to read a fuckin map.
I found my way and just proceed to start the journey. In the map the guy from the car rental shop highlighted the road that we had to take (in order to avoid the tolls), we just need to follow them. It was alright for about 10 minutes and then the two bird brain humans in the car asked me to make a left turn coz they saw a sign that says "M1" the highway we're suppose to take. I was like ... in the map it clearly says to go straight. Since they said make a left turn, I did. I don't know where we're heading, neither does the guy who gave me this stupid instruction. Turns out it did take us to M1 highway, and we went pass a couple of tolls along the way. Nice job, bird brain.
What's done is done. So I just continue driving and following the stupid instructions. We didn't even made it to Phillip Island. We went to Mt. Dandenong instead. We actually got lost again on the way to Mt. Dandenong, but luckily I manage to fix my iPhone and the GPS finally works. I'm so fuckin happy coz I don't need to listen to instructions from the bird brain beside me.
Frankly I don't even wanna go for this road trip, I don't like to drive, and I had to drive whole afternoon. I was so pissed off in the process. It was just a fuckin bad day.
Second incident that pissed me off. It happened last night, but I've talked to that person about it, so I've sort of calm down. Someone told me that she'll bring me for dinner last night. It was the first dinner together ever since I arrived here in Melbourne on Tuesday. So I was like alright, okay, whatever. Met up with that person in the city and then she drove me to the restaurant. The person's sister and boyfriend tagged along, but it was alright, cause I knew them. What I didn't know what, the person's best friend came as well, and brought the "new" boyfriend. Before you guys think "What's wrong with the best friend bringing the new boyfriend along??". Well, every fucking thing is wrong.
First off, I don't really know the best friend but I have nothing against her. The best part was the best friend turned the dinner into a "Hey this is my new boyfriend" party. If you guys remember, that person just said that "I'm gonna go have dinner with you". I didn't fuckin' expect that it would turn out that way. The best friend was all "so you guys didn't expect it was him right? I mean, you know? people were like asking me stuff and all". Uh ... I don't give a flying fuck alright?! This is MY FUCKIN DINNER AND IT AIN'T YOUR THIS IS MY NEW BF PARTY ..|.. That wasn't even the worst part.
The worst part was, I was the outcast throughout the dinner. They were happily chit chatting away.
This was the initial seating. But the sis decided she wants to sit beside her boyfriend. Ended up there's two empty space on the tables. The problem is the best friend and the "guest" had to sit together and the two empty space are apart from each other.
So the sis asked me to sit beside her, and ended up I was the outcast throughout the dinner with no one to talk to.Oh, did I mention I had to sit opposite some stranger a.k.a. the best friend's "new" bf? Yea, thank you. I had to take out my iPhone and text my friends. Thank god for iPhone, Whatsapp and my awesome friends. I was left with 27% of batteries when I was at the restaurant. Thank god it lasted throughout the dinner, and I don't fuckin care if they think I'm rude for texting while having dinner. I don't want to sit there and smile like an idiot. Seriously, I really wanted to walk out at that very moment, coz I really felt like crying right there and then but I don't wanna make a scene. The moment I sat inside her car, my iPhone died. So thank you baby iPhone for sticking up for me throughout the dinner, you're the best.
I did cry in the end. Inside her car. Mostly cause of the stupid emo songs that's playing from her playlist. Ended up we had an argument -.- I didn't even know we're capable arguing with each other even after breaking up. Super funny. Anyway. she drove me home, and she went out again with the lame reason of "I need to go out buy something".
I came back home, I put down my bag, took my iPod out, and house keys, and proceed to walk out ... alone, in the dark. I was listening to some stupid chinese songs as well, while walking aimlessly and ended up crying my eyeballs out. At one point, I had sit at the bus stop till I stopped crying. Then I proceed to walk down the street and decided I wanted to eat Strawberries -.- weird right? Luckily Coles is still open. I went in and got myself some strawberry and walked home after that.
I don't even know what I cried for -.- but I did feel better after crying my eyeballs out, haha!
Yea I know this is a long ass post, if you manage to read to this point then congratulation! HAHA! You guys are awesome!! :P
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